My bathroom has a mirror
that I stand in front of
every day.
We’re about the same height,
but it’s part of a cabinet,
so it sits
a few inches
from my face.
I used to pretend
I could see myself in mirrors.
When I put on makeup,
I told people
I was looking at myself.
I don’t pretend anymore,
but what would I see
if I could?
Would I pay attention
to a specific part of my face?
To what I think
are too large breasts?
The one part of my body
I don’t like?
Would it be
to the parts I don’t care about?
My armpits and vagina,
always covered in hair?
The legs
I refuse to shave
because it feels strange?
Or perhaps I’ll see nothing.
What is there to see,
besides the obvious?
Nothing too interesting.
Nothing new.
Just the usual.
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